Thursday, November 29th, 2007
Letter to the Editor,
I attempted. I tried to stay sane. Nothing works. You shove these words of pain down my throat and make me breathe sorrow sighs. I wish I had some time alone, time to think, but I don't. You look at me with eyes of disgust. Of hate. I feel it. I know what hate looks like. I am and have been hated by somebody I love for over eight months. But it's all childish, right? I'm only a teenager. Just a kid with no words of truth. No meaning. It makes me sick. You think I am at a large attempt to be a rebel. That's it. I'm not even a human. I'm a being classified under child. The sad thing is that your mind is stuck in a corporate world, the corporate world. Work, sleep, eat, repeat.
I am the one to be foolish. Foolish? Let's try misunderstood, shall we? No! He's just a ridiculous, over-dramatic teenager. That's what you think. Yes, I'm talking you Mr. Man in the police uniform. The lady in the dress teaching on a chalkboard. The woman called mother. I am just like you think, the cliche teenager. What I say is drama. What I love is what I hate and vice-versa. This is your depiction of me. And don't try to deny it.Never Dearly and Forever Sincerely,
Spencer Cooper
(If you may find me alive, you've done well. If you do not, then so long, farewell.)
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Friday, November 30th, 2007
Dear friend,
What is above is a copy of what I left at home. My good-bye note. As I'm sure you can tell, things aren't going well. I can't tell you where I am, because you might try and find me. I'm sorry. I just need to be alone. This house I'm at is very dark and the floors creak. I'm sorry. I wish I didn't have to run away. I just needed to get away. This isn't what life is supposed to be like. I'm suppose to live the life of a regular kid. With milk and warm cookies in the morning. A family smiling. Hugs and love. But it's not like that. I'm sorry.
Dearly and Sincerely,
Spencer Cooper
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R.I.P. Blackie. 12-10-00; 10-9-09 i love you forever sweetheart! i miss you! please don't ever forget me!
"Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength." ~Francis de Sales
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R.I.P. Blackie. 12-10-00; 10-9-09 i love you forever sweetheart! i miss you! please don't ever forget me!
"Nothing is so strong as gentleness, nothing so gentle as real strength." ~Francis de Sales
How much farther do you plan to go with this? Or are you just going to do your best to continue as much as possible?
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"You are here, alone again. In your sweet insanity. All too calm, you hide yourself from reality.
Do you call it solitude? Do you call it liberty? When all the world turns away to leave you lonely."
-Yuki Kajiura, "The World"
I know exactly how far I'm going.
It's going to be great.
Just, just, just wait!!!!
I'm so excited, sorry.
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"You are here, alone again. In your sweet insanity. All too calm, you hide yourself from reality.
Do you call it solitude? Do you call it liberty? When all the world turns away to leave you lonely."
-Yuki Kajiura, "The World"
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I give up. *waving white flag*
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I give up. *waving white flag*
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